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Thursday, October 20

UJIAN ALLAH~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t kpd sesape yg sudi m'jenguk bl0g ni..
ari ni..21 0ktober 2011 jam 11 a.m..
sy t'gerak ati nk meluahk' kesedihan yg br saje melanda diri ini..


*br lepas abis kelas tut0rial ulum quran k0l 9 td~
ustzah suh kit0rg jwb s0klan2 yg ad lam buku tu kt dpn kls..
xramai yg brani kua..sbbnye tak0t jwpn slh..malu gn dak2 len..
sme gn sy..tp alhamdulillah mgu lps da kua skli..
kali ni..ustzh tny sal sbb nuzul surah Al-Mumtahanah..
xd 0rg nk kua..n dsbbk' sy ad jwpn..dak2 ni suh sy kua..
at the same tyme mr.S nk kua gak..tp ustzh nk suh 0rg len kua..
sbbnye dy da kua td..
then sy kua la..even tak0t n malu gle..
pastu sy bce la jwpn sy tuh..
br je abis ayt fes..dy da bnyi..
ckp ap yg sy bce tu da p'tghn cte..
ustzh p0n bt0lk' ap yg sy bce tu..
n ustzh tny sy..tau cte x sbnrnye??
sy ckpla sy just tau stat situ..n ustzh nk yg dr awl..
mr.S tu da gelak2kan sy..
tau la dy terer..then sy duduk balik,..dy p0n kua..
sy da twr ati da tyme tu..
sbbnye..malu satu hal..kua dpn tp xtau pape..
geram bb mr.S gelakk' sy..
abis j kls..tr0s kua..mls da nk tgk muke dak2 ni t'ms0k la mr.S tu..
pstu g kafe bb dak2 ni nk mkn..sy da xd mo0d da tyme tu..
air mate p0n da stat kua..nseb d0rg xd...ble da 0k sket..
sy ckp kt d0rg sy nk skip kls tarikh..
pas minum sy tr0s balik..
n alhamdulillah bas tr0s ad td..n sy s0rg je yg ad lam bas tu..
balik uma..amik wudhu'..bce quran..tenang la skit..
alhamdulillah~


*sy bknnye xdpt trime ap yg ustzh teg0..tp sy grm n sdey bb mr.S gelakk' sy..
even jwpn 0rg len slh..xyah la awk nk gelakk' 0rg..tau la awk tu pandai..
sume jwpn bt0l..sy xpenah kcau id0p awk..nape mst awk buat cmni kt sy??
sy xkisah ustzh ckp sy slh..tp ble mr.S bce jwpn dy..sumenye sme gn jwpn sy tuh..just p'dahuluan je xd..
s0,.mknenye..jwpn sy xlengkap..bknnye xbt0l..! (ase nk je g jerit kt tlinga dy cmtu)
dsbbkan dy..air mate sy yg mmg susa nk kua..tbe2 kua m'curah2..xtau nape..sy mmg susa 
nk nangis..tp ble da stat..mmg susa nk benti..ms0k kli ni..2kli sy nangis cm ni..
fes tyme sy t'igt slh-silap sy kt Umi sy..sakan sy nangis tyme tu..sdey :(


*atas bas td sy t'fikir~ni slh satu ujian Allah kpdku..mst ad hikmah disbalik sume ni..i.Allah..
n then..aq b'd0a agar Allah tenangkan hatiku..jauhk' dr b'buruk sangka..amin~


*m'cari se0rg p'dengar utk luahk' kesedihan~tp sese0rang tu p0n gh b'mslh skang..
sm0ga dy baik2 sj..n sm0ga cpt sembuh dr sakit yg dy alami..
sblm kita m'cari 0rg bg m'critak' masalah kite..
mengadulah dgn Yang Maha Mendengar dulu..i.Allah hati kita akn jd tenang...
setenang air sungai yg mengalir..i.ALLAH~


2 comments:

azim_3110 said...

Assalamualaikum..
1st of all thanks 4 follow ma blog..
2ndly i wanna ask u to change ur comment setting..set it to pop-up comment so dat readers can easily comment on ur entries..
3rdly, b patient..nothing to b embarrased..
its learning process..
jez iggy dat person dat so called Mr. S..
hes actually nothing...jez a fool dat laugh at other person who dont knoe something that he might knoe.. ^^
keep smile..

aLfAiziE aNUaL said...

wsalam~
thanks a l0t 4 ur c0ncern..i'll remember it..:)
btw..nice t0 meet y0u azim..