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ikUtlah saYer~

Saturday, May 25

kwn sy ckp~~"kite jrg amik gmbr berdua"~~
yeke??huhu..
bile dy ckp cmtu bru sy perasan sume tu..
nk wt cne..asl nk b'gmbr jee..
konfirm ad yg akn menyelit..hehe

tp lam laptop ni byk je gmbr kitorg b'dua..
mybe lam nset dy kot..
well...
i guess..i got no right answer for that..huhu
kebetulan..atau mungkin suratan..hehe

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hati :)
senyumlah :)
cepat btol dy prasan lw sy x bape nk ok..
n that's her..NOr Hazlina.. :)

sweetest day :)

Assalamualaikum :)
2 hari yg memenatkan tp BEST :) huhu..
akan lg best lau dpt g ramai2..hehe
jumaat gi melaka~~
x terjangka2 lak leh singgah uma pika..huhu..
mak dy siap msk mee goreng utk kitorg..huhu
n then truskan p'jalanan ke uma k.ct..
setel kt uma k.ct, g jaya jusco utk cari adiah wedding wajie..
n then gi ZOO MELAKA!! hehe
sonok dpt jumpe haiwan2 yg da lme xtgk..
kecik2 dlu je selalu g zoo..zoo negara je yg g..hehe..

ari ni..25 MEI 2013..
wedding wajie..
konvoi 3 keta n then scara kebetulan jd 4 keta lak..huhu
sgt simple tp ok laa..
simple wedding yg digalakkan dlm islam..
xperlu membazir n maksiat~~

hmmm...
hati kita susah nak dijangka kn?
teringat kata2 ust mase zmn maahadian dlu..
hati yg mudah tersentuh + mudah terasa hati + mudah ase terasing..
sbnrye hati itu bkn hati yg baik..
hati yg penuh dgn titik hitam..
Nauzubillah~~~
need to watch out even more hati ni..
ubat hati~~Zikrullah + Al-Quran :)

Saturday, May 18

kdg2 ase cm kami okay je..
tp kdg2 ase cm bermasalah..
mcm mne nk selesaikn mslh klau x tau ap mslhnye?
hmmmmm..
time2 ni laaa nk dtg mcm2 mslhnye kn..
emosi xstabil..
n i do really know..
the moment she going to her sister's house..
dy nk jauhkn diri dr sy..
sgt2 terkilan but i can't do anything bout that..
all i can do is..let her go n find her own peacefulness..
sbbnyee..i know her really well..

TAPI...
mlgnyeee...
kwn dy ni..xtau nk tnjuk prasaan sbnr dy kt org2 dilua sane..
all i can do is..keeping all the things n problem by myself..
it is not that i am not believing my friends or anyone else..
but, it's more like i don't want to burden others with my things..
and, that's why.. sometimes i do get angry,sad,tension easily..
my only hope is..
that my friends understand my situation and just act like they usually act..

for me..for those who know me well..
they will know that i hardly show my feeling towards others,..
whatever feeling it is..
either it is concern, care or sad..
xtau nape..but it's kind of burden me too..
nak tny org nape dy  jd cmtu,..nape kite jd cmni..nape dy bla bla..
sy hny mmpu tny dlm hati..xleh nk zahirkn dgn perkataan..
even sy mcm x amik kisah..
actually..i absolutely care about it..
n that's me ~

Friday, May 17

sometimes i do think that i am the one who make something wrong..but.in the end..i'm the one who got the  hurt..

Saturday, May 11

me myself don't know why i need to be like this..
keep silent to my own friend..
hmmm...
n i know that being like this would hurting my friend even more..
even so, i keep quiet as nothing happen..
what's going on ?
arghhhh...!
i hate myself even more for being like this..
i'm sorry my dear~~~
that's all i can say even not in front of u..


hmmm...
hati oh hati...
sbbkn hati jugak lah diri ini m'jd sebegini
ya Allah..tenangkan hatiku ya Allah..
Engkau Yg Maha Tahu segalanya..
Permudahkanlah Urusanku ya Allah..
Aq x mau berterusan menyakiti sahabatku..
tp..selagi "rasa" ini msh dgnku..
aq xmmpu nk berlagak spt biasa..
aq terase spt xpatut aq sbgai kwn bertindak bgini..
mempunyai prasaan spt ini..
spatutnya aq mendoakan yg baik2 kpd sahabatku...
ya Allah..tenangkan hatiku..
jauhkan hatiku ini dr berfikiran negatif~~
aq x mmpu nk berpura-purA tersenyum ketawa sdgkan dlm hatiku lain jdnye..
aq xmmpu ya Allah..
slagi aq xmmpu nk rawat hatiku ini..
slagi itulah aq xmmpu utk berlagak spt biase..
aq sygkn sahabatku ya Allah..
jauhilah aq dr menyakitinya ya ALlah :)
AAAMIINNN :)

Thursday, April 25

GEMA PRU13 & BALIK :)

Assalamualaikum :) huhu
hmmm..
mgu yg agak memenatkan~~
baru pas setelkan bisnes plan + midterm Ust Elsadiq..
midterm mmg agak xbape nk okay la ye..
sbbnyeee
xsempat nk bce sgt..huhu..
men bce mne ygt sempat je..
nasib la yg kua tu ad terbace..
esok..Jumaat..
mideterm Ust Asming lak..
tgh usaha nk abiskan la ni..hehe
btw..
mgu dpn balik AGAIN..
tp ad tujuan nye..hehe
PRU13 bakal menjelma..huhu
mahasiswa da x sabar nk memangkah ni..
yang pasti sume da nekad n tahu ap yg bakal dipilih..
pemimpin mne yg kami cari?
pemimpin yg mampu tunjukkan cara ISLAM yg sebenar..
bak kate ust Manan td..
pemimpin yg selalu solat..yg mengamalkn cara hidup ISLAM..
n itulah yg kami cari~~
REDHA ALLAH akn berada dimana ADANYA ISLAM yg sebenar :)
insyaAllah..mane yg baik akan dikekalkan n mane yg x baik akan diubah :)

Tuesday, April 2

HATI OH HATIKU :)

hati oh HATI! 
jauhilah dari "penyakit hati"..!
ya Allah..tenangkan hatiku ini..Amin :)

byk sgt bnd nk fikir..
so much things to do and think about,..
i feel so suffocate! :(
jauhi penyakit hati ALFAIZIE!
jage hati jage minda n plg penting jage maruah :)
insyaAllah..masalah2 ni akn selesai 1 per 1..right? hehe
typing this entry while listening to zikir terapi HAFIZ HAMIDUN :)

mid-term bakal menjelma..n i'm not ready yet..
baru je pas jwb kuiz without read anything first..
tp Alhamdulillah la ok resultnye..
n now i have Islamic Capital Market midterm for tomorrow!
n research methodology esaimen that need to be submit by friday!
on the same date i need to pack up utk blk kg!
arghhh..so much things to do..
UMI.. :(

cemburu x elok kan?
so..ALFAIZIE..jauhinye! sejauh mungkin!
istighfar :)

pelik sbnrnye..hmm..
ad buat slah ke?
nape perlu ase bersalah?
hmm..mgkin sbb terlalu byk "BERCAKAP"..
hati jd makin keras n kotor..need to clean it back..
bahaya ni hati kotor..zikrullah :) again and again ..
insyaAllah akan tenang :)